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| Julie · 10.12.06 | No Comments |
I did not know exactly what it would be like having two children. I am still not sure it has only been a week , but I am starting to get exhausted. The first week I think you are really full of excitement energy and ready to go, but all that is wearing off. My energy is lacking and my sleep is diminishing quickly.
Natalie seems to be a different girl. Not only is she adjusting to having to share her mommy and daddy time, but she’s hitting that terrible 2 thing a little early (she was already hitting it before David was here) everything is hers and her way or the highway. Yes she was quite spoiled anyway but now i have to learn to share my love, attention between two children… something that will take me a while to learn and i feel as though during that learning process Natalie will be suffering because of lack of love and attention.
I am feeling great physically honestly it doesn’t even feel like I had a baby. I had major back pain because they had to stick me I think 3 times with the epidural because they couldn’t get it in right but that has passed.
My emotions are a little ecstatic unrealistic not really paying attention to what I am doing. Feel real out of it.
Jesse is worn out, stressed out, some of the worst I’ve ever seen we are hoping that things will settle at least for the weekend just a time of no interruptions, however i find that to be unlikely.
We will see.